Hi, totally true shit. What the fuck am I doing with my life? I have to buck up, even though I really hate talking to my classmates, I have no idea why. I don't hate them or anything, maybe some of them are a little annoying, but, it's just that I don't feel the sense of belonging you know? So, I don't feel like talking, and I don't want to talk.

I'm getting a lot of bullshit grades because I've demoted myself from a chiongster in Sem 1 to a slack in Sem 2. Worse part is, I'm not even enjoying doing all these junk. I want my grades to be okay and not like crap. What to do when you don't talk much, your stupid facilitators will just say that you lack participation and slap you with a big fat C. Life just kinda sucks like that.

And to a specific bunch of people, you guys are annoying the fuck out of me. Just get your fucking butts and talk whatever shit you have with each other through. So what now? Just leaving it like this for the rest of your/our lives? This is totally screwed up. I don't intend to join you guys in anything, I don't have the mood to be included in anything if it's still this fucked up. When you're guys are done clearing things up, then you look for me, if you never ever going to clear things up, then I doubt you'll ever have the chance to look for me again. If it means that losing me as a friend or me losing you as a friend, so be it. I have my own things to stress about and you're adding on my burden (though I'd very much not use this word because it means that you're being an extra baggage in my life, I don't have that wide vocab to replace this word, you should know that I don't mean it that way) by being immature. Kthxbai.